Andy's Mind

Another sunny, warm day here and I’m really enjoying myself. It has been fourth day in a row with the weather that I like best – 30C/90F, blue sky with just few white clouds, sun shining even into the basement (ex-garage) where 4pi is located. I just confirmed, again, that these are the conditions in which my body functions best. And I have been able to sleep with the window in my bedroom half-open, for the first time this year which means I slept better and even though I slept only 6 hours I don’t feel sleepy now. I definitely love this weather and I did everything to stay outside as much as possible to enjoy it.

Especially so since the forecasts are gloomy – a cold front is approaching, with rain and temperatures as low as 10C/50F during the day. Pity. I have to concentrate more on my Spanish. Definitely.

It seems that my last attempt at fiction (previous post) didn’t generate much interest, but I’m going to write on as I have a clear vision now of what the main character would do next. The only thing that hasn’t surfaced yet is how to mix the brunette from his dream again into the story and end it. But I think it will just come to me.

OK, so I got back from my day and a half at the seaside. I was on a friend’s boat, helping with repairs which meant this time helping in scrapping the rust spots on the deck and covering them with protective paint. Complete re-painting of the deck is planned next week.

It was a very interesting time. The boat itself is a 40 feet steel sloop, built somewhere in the seventies. It has a very well designed hull, which behaves very well in bad weather as my friends who sailed her told me. It was used as an expedition yacht many times, just a month before she returned from a cruise up North, near Spitsbergen. For such a boat it is in surprisingly bad state. Everything looks makeshift. The engine, for example, is not a marine engine – it’s an old Mercedes diesel pulled out of a car years ago. Its air intake is made of a beer can, with a large plastic water bottle acting as the filter. The engine broke down on her last voyage, luckily on the return leg from Norway to Poland so they had to return under sails with no power. Interior is worn down and in overall bad state. There is no shower and no heating. A hard to describe, nauseating smell permeates the interior. It is a mixture of moist dirt, oily smells coming from barely covered engine and bilge water.

My friends who were there (the boat owner was not present, BTW) are fine sailors with many hard expeditions under their belts, mainly to the Arctic which is now trendy amongst top tier sailors in Poland. Cruises to the Arctic seas repeatedly win “Cruise of the year” award and are generally seen as “true sailing” for “real men” – as opposed to easy sailing in warmer and calmer seas like Mediterranean. People who go on those cruises look down somewhat on those who prefer to navigate in modern, comfortable boats in better conditions. They shun fancy equipment, with the exception of GPS receivers and chart plotters. They are the same kind of men as those who do base jumping, they just operate on the water. They would do anything provided it is dangerous and difficult enough.

They are very good people, overall relaxed and friendly. And they drink. A lot.

On Friday evening some beers were consumed, then everybody turned to a bottle of home brewed strong alcohol (made by mixing vodka with some sweets and then allowing them to dissolve in alcohol, result is quite good). I took two rounds and decided it’s enough, but three of them proceeded to empty the bottle which contained about half a gallon of this stuff. Next morning everybody around seemed to run on beer – also people from other boats. I met one guy at 6 AM with a large can of beer in his hand, within half an hour he emptied two more. When people on my boat woke up they too started their day by a trip to a shop and beer. Then, beer to accompany breakfast and then beer all day long, steadily, as we worked on the boat. I think that by the evening the dose would be around 10 cans per head, spread evenly over the day. I was shocked, frankly I still am! I can hardly believe I now know personally people who would start their day with beer.

So, overall, despite being welcome there I felt a bit strange. The night was hard, I hardly slept because of the voices etc. from the party going on around the table and later on from the cold. Despite sleeping in clothes, including a thick jacket and sweatshirt, it was so cold I actually woke up around 5:30 AM and proceeded to walk around. It was bearable that way and as the sun rose it was much warmer in the sunshine on a bench on the quay than on my berth. My body is not designed to be in the cold, I’m afraid – I love the temperatures most of my Polish friends describe as sweltering heat and hide from in air conditioned cars and offices.

I was about to stay for another day but I had to go back to take care of this project of mine. Quite frankly, it wasn’t all that bad to leave as I told my friends, but the bright side of this is that I slept tonight in a normal bed, took a long shower and feel human again. I’m not the rough explorer type, I’m afraid. It may sound very bourgeois, but I prefer clean comfy boats with all amenities, including heating and shower.

But, anyway I’m here because tomorrow would be stormy. Just as I was leaving on Friday the client’s IT director called and said they want to have our complete report Monday morning or the heavens would fall apart. She casually mentioned they might consider canceling the deal. I don’t think they themselves can really afford to do this, but I can’t be sure. And if they would do that, well, I would be in deep trouble because I’m doing this project on fixed-price, not a hourly rate – mistake I wouldn’t repeat even for a short project with the client I don’t know. I have to finish off the report before the morning, the problem is I have a kind of writer’s block. I just can’t produce more of this consulting babble. It has something to do with the fact that since the client didn’t want to consider any point of view other than their own (IMHO chaotic and illogical) current report’s shape and conclusions are very far from what I really believe and think about this case.

Well, enough of this, back to my report now…

I’m having a frantic evening preparing for tomorrow. It turns out this PITA project won’t be completed tomorrow, which I do know already but others don’t. Yet. They won’t be happy, but it can’t be helped. Too much to change in the document in such a short time, also some corrections and comments from the client (one showing such ignorance it’s jaw-dropping) to process.

Furthermore, I have a meeting with a friend of friend who is also going to the seaside and will give me a lift there. The problem is that he wants to start at 16:30 sharp and that means I would have to leave work at 16:00 – or not go there at all working from home instead. I would have to weight my options in the morning and decide then. However, I decided already that no matter what would happen with the project and everything I won’t back down this time and I won’t let this opportunity to return to the sea pass.

Because, you see, I love the sea. I love to look at it. I love the sound of the waves both ashore and on the sea. I love the smell of the wind and I love to feel it blow against my face. I think the sea is the greatest metaphor of mind and everything. I can watch it for hours. And even as I won’t have much time for idle gazing on this trip I’m already anticipating all that familiar views, sounds and smells. I hope it would be great two days. See you then.

I was to write a long, thoughtful piece about freedoms, paperwork & alchemists but I’m too exhausted. Getting up too early does it to me always, too early being anything before 9:30 AM. I can’t understand how people can get up at hours like 6 AM and continue to be alive, but in most cases getting up at such hours is related to manual labor. Some correlation? Hm…

So, instead of philosophizing about the world at large I’m drinking beer, listening to Schiller and feeling generally happy and satisfied with myself and my day. Which was quite good.

I worked much today and there is a chance I’ll end this PITA project for the National Fund for Something Very Important – maybe even this Friday. And I just hope this is the last time I’m doing anything for a governmental agency here – people there tend to be not on my level, to be frank. Too much chaos, too little logic and/or intelligence – I just can’t talk with such people, communication somewhat doesn’t occur. To be fair I have to say that these are particularly bad, totally lost in illusion of own omniscience, but I’ve met some decent people even in gov on my previous projects.

I also have a chance to get another project, this time not related to government. Keep your fingers crossed.

Just a short news roundup before going to bed. So, Greasemonkey made it to Slashdot today – but I’ve already looked at it a few days ago and decided it’s not what I need. I need a way to program my Firefox to delete cookies from a certain site every second time I use it. Greasemonkey can’t do that, it is about rearranging content on a webpage and, frankly, I just don’t use websites whose design would piss me off enough to do any coding or scripting to make them usable.

Something I had a good laugh over – a guy named Victorio Farias discovered some early writings of the late Salvador Allende, the communist who was removed from power by Augusto Pinochet Ugarte – luckily for Chileans. It turns out he was fascinated by the Nazis in his young years, his doctoral thesis is just a pile of racist gibber and pure nonsense (which shows nicely and again that paperwork is worthless – some idiots allowed this piece of rubbish to pass as a scientific paper even back then) and he nearly introduced an eugenic program of killing “unfit” in his first government appointment as Minister of Health. (here are some articles about it – Spanish English)

I’m not that surprised, since I’ve read some of his talks just about the end of his reign – he could as well have been speaking on a Komintern meeting. It won’t help the leftists though, as in most cases they don’t think for themselves nor check the sources for themselves. Fine example of that is that not even all terrible soviet crimes (next to which even the holocaust pales) were able to persuade some people that communism is, well, evil and Marx was a madman. But at least I will have another argument when discussing with all those who attack Pinochet without knowing anything about Chile, Allende and 1973 except for what Allende’s daughter and some of his commie friends who escaped say (and media repeat). Funny how leftists’ brains function, BTW – when I cite a Chilean Pinochet supporter they say he is not objective but somehow Allende daughter is not subjective at all.